|*5th Nov' 06*|

I realise that there are MANY things for me to Think, Plan, Ponder and Reflect on. Both Big and Small. I think I've come to a point whereby I'm stunned by the questions and I just cannot answer them right away, which tells me that its time to sit down and THINK.

My brain was Constantly thinking while I made my way home, it's always like that but I just can't seem to remember them and type everything out.

What do I want to acheive in my next 6months? A question that sets me thinking. Its good that I got this question. Seriously. It made me Think and now I know/reminded me of what I'm aiming for, so that I will work hard to achieve them. Sometimes I just wonder why i can't question myself with these sort of questions, so that I won't be so lost along the way. I guess that's why we have friends. yea? I think its the way of God showing me my way.

Are my expectations of people that high? My expectations for myself can be, but I know my strength (I suppose?). Well, I do evaluate myself with that expectation. If I can acheive it why can't they? But I do see things on a case by case basis alright.

Then comes another question. Well, I really need time to think about it. Its like an answer which really might make an impact somehow. I know I'm not ready because I can't even think straight on it. Yea I did blurt that out but well yea..it is not wrong to say that its a fact or my deepest desire, but I know that the time has not come yet. Of course it'll be great to daa daa daa daa.. but I might jus encounter many road blocks if I try to make my way through. so yea. Be clear and Displine, no distractions/side tracking. Dang~~ its getting serious.

Lots Of Volunteery Efforts = LOVE
(from the parish Priest during today's Homily)